Semua sama je..and Selamat Hari Raya To All

Kadang2 bila tgk keadaan sekeliling...sedih..sayu..only god knows how it is..serba kekurangan...serba tak kena..and all the feelings datang..sedih..sayu..kehilangan..and later i laugh with fake hehe..coz am learning to accept the reality...

i read here...[ apa yang di tulis tu bila di baca berulang kali..sedih je rasa..]. Bila ada tak nampak..tak peduli..tapi bila dah tak ada i hope it remains the same..tak payah kisah n peduli..thats better kan dr rasa bersalah...but for me..i dont think i'll do that..masa ada i do ingat..do sedih..do wants everything like normal..and bila tak ada akan terasa kehilangan yang teramat sangat..and yet i still terasa kehilangan tu..seksa n azab sungguh when think of it..but i try to hide the feelings..[even inside of me..i do cried..]

ok lupakan kisah sedih sayu pilu tak seberapa kat atas ni..!!

[ pic ehsan dr pak google..and credits to here..thanks..]

Hari Raya is just around the corner..so as other people do write at their blog..same goes to me..

Me nak ucapkan to all frens..all kazens..my adik2..and my loved Naim [ yeah naim will be reading bebila when he's matured enough to understand the meaning of life..] and all readers yang tak sengaja jenguk my blog..

" SELAMAT HARI RAYA..MAAF ATAS SEGALA SALAH N SILAP SEPANJANG PERKENALAN KITA...AND HARAP MAAF ANDAI ADA TULISAN2 KAT BLOG NI SECARA TAK SENGAJA MAKES U PPL TERASA HATI..I NEVER2 HAVE AN INTENTION TO HURT ANYBODY IN ANY OF MY ENTRIES..."

to all yang balik kampung..berhati2 di jalan raya..drive elok2..biar sampai kampung halaman ngan selamat...and to all yang bercuti..happy holidays..and to all yang kerja..accept that as ibadah dalam hidup kita seharian..and once again..Selamat Hari Raya..Maaf Zahir dan Batin..

from me..the blog owner..with the blue dress...

[ those were the days..]