Bebelan 278/366 : Glow Draw

Hah..testing...testing..dpt application baru tuk tulis2 n lukis2...glow draw namanya...err mcm best so apa lagi testing mcm2 la..pastu cantikkan lukisan yg tak brapa cantik kat instagram hahahaha...odan akhirnyaaaa..here it is keh keh

err poyo eh??suka hati la..saya nya hp...saya dload la apps yg saya suka n saya tulis la apa yg saya rasa nak tulis...tak nyusah kan sesiapa kannn kikiki...

opsss...i just cant wait...long awaited agenda...and till then..good bye and take care coz i care!!!

Bebelan 237/366 - Sad Sad Sad

Ai is sad...tetiba je bila bukak blog...semua pic dalam blog dah jadi exclamation mark...semua pic dr day 1 i start blogging...

really hope ada sesapa yang expert pasal blogspot could help me on this...pls pls pls..nak contact blogger mcm tadak button to send email to them jer..

Masalahnyaaaa...bila kat blog no pic...tapi bila link tuk suggestion enrty to ada lak pic...caner ekk..tolong  tolongg...stress nehhhh :(

uolssss...pls help me..beratus kot gambar2...semua jadi kotak hitam with tanda soal...and ai is a lil bit stress abt this....

Bebelan 177/365 - What's Your Value?

korang pernah terpikir tak..brapa value korang bila bersama kwn2 atau saudara mara samada di rumah atau pejabat atau di mana2 saja... #notetoself jugak :)

aku sendiri  tak pernah terpikir semua ni tapi terbaca somewhere and lesson learnt today..yeah TODAY!!

as simple as ABC...how u treat ppl is how ppl will treat you later on...so it's how value been counted for..meaning the way you value other people around you is actually shows your own value..

therefore..meh kita sesama jaga value kita so that kita tak di nilaikan as undervalue..

err korang pening eh baca entry ni?? tak apa..tak yah pening2..just value ppl like how u want ppl to value u..senang je kan..

ok..pen off!!

mode : recovering from annoying syndrom :)

Bebelan 164/366 - Entry Ringkas : Selsema

Tersangat lah azab...bersin..selsema..sejuk2..plus stress a lil bit...bila la nak baik kan..sejakk balik cuti tak baik2 selsema..on n off jer neh aishhhhh....

err..lately agak stress..eczema pon menjadi2...adoi la...pening and kalo di layan leh gila kot huhu...ermmmm.....

Ai is penat...:( and need vitamin rajin tuk update day 2 till day 6 of korea trip arrr...vitamin M tersangat la melampau2 banyak ni isk isk isk...grrrrrrr :P tambah lak tgh syiokkkkk layan cita Love Rain :)

Bebelan 47/366 - Sampai Hati ek...Terasa :(

Hurm....kejap je pon tapi still tak boleh...with the bla bla bla bla bla...and yet tak ada pon jugak dalam waktu terdekat... 

 Sampai hati..tak sangka sungguh2...and tergamak eh buat mcm tu...

Tuhan maha kaya...we may not know bila kita akan berada di bawah di masa kita sekarang sedang bergembira di atas...yeah i leave it to Allah SWT...dia yang mengetahui semuanya..dan ku mohon dari NYA agar di lindungi aku dan naim..selamanya... 

Yup..sedih..kali ni mmg sedih sgt2..and u shud know why!!

Bebelan 37/366 - Frust nyer :(

Was so frustrated..when suddenly my access to the office system been revoked because of one mistake from the previous co. :( ..tatau nak cakap cemana..becos of that nak masuk pc guna my username tak boleh..email access pon tak boleh..baru je dpt access accounting system now tak boleh access balik..my profile totally been deleted from the system..yeah one mistake which affects all :( and am requesting the IT dept to re-instate all my access..

And skrg bila p kerja last week..sedih sebab byk benda tak boleh buat..suppose to check on the monthly expense pon tak boleh..gila stress..errr hope by wednesday these hassles resolved and am able to access the system..really hope taw :(

err..Semalam Prophet Muhammad SAW's birthday..and cuti ganti hari ni..hari isnin..esok la Thaipusam..so a long holidays kan...saya di kedah since jumaat malam..kazen's wedding di perlis..and will be back to KL either today atau esok..harap tak jem kan :P

to all...enjoy yr holidays and those working..happy workings :)

Bebelan 13/366 - Ya Allah Ya Rahman..

" Tuhan tolong lembut kan hati dia..."

Bebelan 8/366 - Bila Hati Membebel

It was malam 7Jan2012...sambil2 layan game..so sambil2 layan lagu2 kat utube..and suddenly these is all wat i feel lately...di suara kan melalui lagu..some of my frens leh rasa apa aku rasa..some pulak leh wa lawak ttg vclips yg aku tepek kat FB...so jum layan lagu2 jums..these are some of my all time favs...:)

err ni vclips yg memula aku letak malam tu ngan ayat yg paling ringkas "i have nothing..."

pas layan lagu WH ni..tetiba nampak lagu ni lak..so tepek kat FB lagi ngan ayat tak berapa ringkas tapi agak bermakna la jugak.."yeah..wit somebody who cares"

Pastu dok layan utube lagi...terus nampak lagu dr kumpulan Pussycat Dolls...mmg suka gak the way they sing setengah2 lagu mcm sway n jaiho..and tetiba tgk ada lagu i will survive..lagu ni lak mmg all time fav..bila karoke mesti amik lagu ni...suka2 sgt hehehe.and akhirnya ku tepek kat FB gak ngan one word.."finally...:) "

mmg masa ni..dah lewat sgt la kan...dah nguap2 tp dok layan lagu gak lagi..pastu nampak lagu dr PCD - Sway..ni pon best..so masa ni dah nguap2 tp sambil2 post kat fb layan i will survive dr Charice gak..nanti nak usyar abt Charice la..kalau rajin will write abt her...kalau tak rajin nan ado la kan ekekeke...so bila dah nak pejam tu..terus letak lagu sway kat fb ngan ayat akhir tuk malam tu.. "Nites and have a good weekend peeps....**zzzzzzzz** "

so amacam..ok kan lagu2 atas ni...status2 tu kdg2 kebetulan n kdg2 is wat my heart says..ada yg nak mengeji??lantak la..and tak kisah pon sebab tu my own FB..suka hati nak letak vclips apa kan...err tp kan semua tu ekceli tanpa sengaja ok..so nak caci ke apa ke..silakan..i dont give a damn dah pon..banyak sgt yg berlaku and now aku rasa aku akan tetap survive sampai mata terpejam rapat..:) 

Bebelan 3/366 - Kancil WFE3551 Hilang

hurm...first day kerja in year 2012...kat opis ok je..balik dr opis..sekali lagi kereta hilang..my kancil 660 WFE3551 yg aku beli 15 years ago..guna bonus tahun ke2 kerja hilang..this car kira mcm sentimental value..even dah ada kereta baru mmg tak ada siapa nak jual kereta ni..and dah berjasa kat semua org..even berjasa kat aku jugak dalam masa 3 bulan ni sejak kenari WMW1305 hilang...this car mmg berjasa sgt2 to me n naim..coz ni je la kereta yg ada tuk aku n naim nak p ke mana2...tapi skrg da hilang...:(

Apa yg aku musykil kan..dalam masa 3 bulan kenapa leh hilang lagi kereta aku..ada aku buat salah kat sapa2 n sampai org tu marah kat aku ke??mark aku..and make me patah kaki sampai mcm ni??ntah la..rasanya aku tak bermusuh ngan sesiapa..and tak pernah nak buat musuh but buat kawan ada la..siyes..musykil gila aku kali ni..pelik dan pelik sampai inspektor polis pon pelik napa dalam masa 3 bulan keta aku jugak lagi..adakah bila aku ada keta baru nanti hilang jugak??wallahualam..mintak jauh..

yer..akhirnya kena terima hakikat..aku kehilangan 2 buah kereta dalam masa 3bulan...kenari WMW1305 hilang on 5Oct2011 and Kancil WFE3551 hilang on 3Jan2012...pelik kannnnnnn..

aku just berharap..di beri petunjuk kat aku siapa dalang yang mencuri atau mendajal kan aku...aku harap org yg buat ni di beri petunjuk dan balasan dr Allah SWT...aku aku akan cuba berdoa dan sembahyang hajat mana tau org tu kepanasan kan bila kita dok baca surah yasin hari2 kat dia..mmg tak selamat la org yg buat keje2 mencuri ni..

To all readers..kawan2..sahabat andai...saya nak mohon sejuta keampunan..mana tau ada apa2 kesalahan atau kesilapan walau sekecil zarah yang buat korang semua terasa hati atau berdendam sehingga diri aku ni di murkai allah dan di tarik rezeki ku sedikit demi sedikit..nauzubillah...maaf kan aku yer...

Cerita 2 cucuk satay

It was past dinner time pon... person 1 offered me satay they bought...and after 2 cucuk wit my boy..person 2 suddenly ask me nasik tak ada ke?my boy tak makan nasik ke? err err boy dah eat nasi lemak at late evening so dia kenyang...just nak rasa je pon satay pon makan sebab lapar.. 

 and kesimpulannya..saya terasa..sebab 2 cucuk satay u ask me that question... 

 err so mari bincangkan..if u r an option, how to deal with it??? boleh makan diri kalau pendam kan...

seperti biasa i wud ended up zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....hoping masalah selesai...:(

#WordlessWednesday - Tinggal Kenangan

This is dabel sad

owh y la..everythg went wrong pagi ni..memula my twitter been suspended...then terasa hati lak.. twitter is the place where i shouted suka hati...merapu suka hati...getting latest info..reading frens' shout..while having emails from group/groups i subscribe is where i read the peeps chatting n smile alone when it come to jokes..getting info too and sharing news or jokes or any doubtful issues..

i do be there time to time actually..especially lately when no works in the office..and i be at both places sekerap mungkin lately sebab tadak keje sgt neh..its not because one thing happen and i be there so sudden.. and now terasa nak menangis sangat2 and making myself to make decision withdrawing my membership...uols..am just happy being wit uols..reading the chats..jumpa some of u..happy dpt many info dr korang..mcm2 email..even iklan pon ada but still baca gak tuh...cuma jodoh kita tak panjang kot kat sini..i do love korang semua..korang tetap kwn terbaik for me..

am hereby..xxxxxxxxxx...apa2 jemputan tu jgn lupa send me an email to my personal mail tu ek..atau uols leh lanting email kat my FB atau tegur2 ai kat fb yer.. thanks korangggg...love uols...**sebak pon ada wit wat happened..**

Mummy
Bday eve :)

My Twitter Suspended :( FTW

arghhhhh....my last tweet at 12midnite malaysian time semlm..and tak off pon twitter akaun mcm hari2 yang lain..pepagi try nak tweet..SS suruh authorize akaun..Uber pon sama..twitter for BB pon sama..tried to do everything and still tak boleh..

Sampai opis..online tru web..and suddenly it says account suspended but no mails received abt the suspension..FTW kan..mmg berbakul gak la kena maki neh..

Send email to twitter support..request their explanation on the account suspension..and need them to release my account,my followers n following ASAP..tapi lama mana depa nak take action :(

to create new account..??arghhhh then need to get back the followers n followings..tak ke azab.. :(

ada sesiapa penah kena mcm ni tak???pls advise me pls..kinda sad..why my account..uwaaaaaa

Ai Is..

Aish...dissapointed sungguh..at last have to let it go..tak sampai setahun pon huhu..err this is so sad..as sad as pecahnya my sentimental mug...ppl may not know or cares abt it but i do care how sentimental it is ok.. banyak kenangan sgt2 these two items...

so lepas ni duk dendiam yer azie..layan je game kat FB tu atau tido sepanjang hari atau baca novels yg ada in yr own room sweet room....so tat u wont feel so pissed off wit wat happened around u..

err..di lahirkan tuk satu kekecewaan ker ?? hope tidak ok..

** kalau rasa menyampah atau nak muntah baca entry ni..sila jgn baca ok **

Bertudung tapi kenapa macam ni ?

[ Gambar ehsan dr ahli google group Ada2aje ]

am speechless tgk semua pic ni...

i mean i pon bertudung n do wear tshirt lengan pendek tapi tak la sampai nak pakai mcm these ppl kat pic ni...err..ntah la tepuk dada tanya selera..perlu ker mcm ni bila bertudung??

#WordlessWednesday - WMW1305 - Stolen :(

Hilangnya WMW 1305 & RIP Steve Jobs

Sedih teramat sangat..balik kerja n nak amik kereta kat LRT station Gombak...tetiba kereta tak ada kat situ..another car dah parked kat my place...panic attacked..speechless and still tak leh terima hakikat yg kereta dah kena curi..my black kenari yg dah di gunakan selama 6 tahun berakhir semlm ptg..my last drive was at 630am dr sro damansara ke LRT gombak..my last nap dlm kereta at 650am semlm kat lrt jugak...terlalu banyak berjasa my kenari..been everywhere ngan my black kenari..sedih sgt..tak terkata sedihnya..

To thoso who read..yang nampak my black kenari WMW 1305...pls message me or leave a komen...for me to take action...really need yr help to spread around abt this...semlm pon ramai twitter frens dah help me spreading the news..and ramai juga yg bantu bg few no tuk di hubungi incase kereta di tarik..thanks to uols..bangga ngan community twitter yg banyak membantu..kita tak penah sembang n tak penah kenal but the help given is so much appreciated guys..

and at the same dah..Steve Jobs visionary co-founder of Apple pon meninggal dunia at the age of 56..korang leh baca abt him here...so RIP Steve Jobs..

Rindu kenari WMW 1305 :(

Jual ikan eh??

hah..mmg agak menyakitkan hati...balik keje penat2 jalan kaki ke lrt klcc...manusia pon agak ramai almaklum semua nak balik rumah nak rest..naik lrt..and tetiba nampak beg..yer beg yg di letak kan dekat satu seat kosong..sakit jiwa kannnnn..

aku terhoyong hayang la berdiri depan tu..bapak ittew leh wat bodo je ngan beg sebelah dia..apa kat negara ko beg pon dapat satu seat eh dlm bas???mmg dasarrrr....

and this family pon benti kat lrt gombak..last station ko..and sampai last station beg tu kat situ...celaksssss.....grrrrrr

moral : kalau ada beg tu pegang la..kasi la org lain duduk kat seat yg kosong...jgn nak jual ikan sgt ohkayyyyyyyy!!!!

Ramadhan ke 3

First day ramadhan hari tu mmg la tersgt penat..dunno why..plus panas gila tgh hari tu..

was on half day coz ptg tu sending mak n ayah to KLIA..gombak to tol sungai besi takes me 1 and a half hour..mmg azab..lenguh kaki..isk isk.. berbuka air kosong dalam kereta with naim..and reach KLIA by 7.45pm..so we buka puasa ngan nasi beriani ayam yg ayah dah beli..berkelah di KLIA keh keh..

and semlm lak..berbuka berdua wit naim..a simple dish for us..and we finished eating less than 15 mins haha.. just us :)

and semlm juga rasa sedey sangat2..rasa pilu sgt2..rasa hiba sgt2..tatau kenapa but i just cant stop the tears from coming down...hurmm...

semoga urusan ayah dan mak sepanjang mengerja kan umrah sebulan Ramadhan di tanah suci mekah di permudahkan ..doakan kami di sini yer.

Am Glad..Its Friday :)

Happy friday to all..

Am so much happy coz it's friday..and it's pre weekend...and i may get full rest on saturday and sunday..lega sgt after working for a week....coz..coz..the surroundings make me feel tired..

Am so much happy coz away from tiring surroundings in the??...its too much expected when i know nothing abt it and how they generate everythg....and that's not fair enough i guess...and i'm always trying my very best to understand and learned even these errr are too much in expecting somethg on the outcome..a lil bit stress i guess..those who knows these story..sure paham how i feel kan huk huk

And..quite sad with the surroundings too but no matter what i may put tat aside coz those err is not worth to let them to ruin my mind and my day.. ** seriously tak pernah jumpa org yg berkwn ikut pangkat sahaja sepanjang my almost 15years of working experience..duhhhh **

Err..no matter wat..i'll survive..insya allah..am hoping for somethg better each day.. **amin...**